by deciding to develop as a human being – i left all you behind – it’s pretty lonely here up front.
and sometimes i think about “going back” “dumbing down” (alcohol greatly can help here, but it also makes you dumb!)
or: i just keep going… and see where this leads me. (probably even more loneliness X-D)
it seems – i went place – nobody cans or wants to follow.
because not all realizations/experiences there will be nice.?